Restless Street Lights

Wishlist.

2012-01-25T03:50:00.001+08:00

Dear God, please just give me my damn best friend back already.

Emotional Refuge.

2012-01-21T03:10:00.002+08:00

In having segregated the personal spaces of my life into different levels, there should be an understandment between being physically and emotionally constant into a person's life.

Seemingly enough, i'm.. content. I physically see many of my great friends on a regular basis, constantly occupied and pretty much satisfied. But it doesn't help the fact on coming home and being washed up with so many thoughts without fail. Feels like a void i'm having trouble filling up no matter how hard i try.

To feel connected, to feel understood, to feel different, to feel the having of something, something.. more. Something which wasn't merely on the plain surface of things, something different.

Something i once had, but it's all gone now and i'm a lost man.
Goodnight

2011.

2011-12-31T04:07:00.002+08:00

In life, we meet people who make everything seem senseless and foreign. They introduce bits and fragments of what their proclamation of the "world" is, a different view with every changing person.

I picture feeling this foreign, with just a few of the people i meet on a strange night. Where there are billions of people, just as different around me. Each one waiting to have their stories told.

But yet,

There're always people, who make me feel like things are real -they define my version of real, just like they put the meaning into other words like, home; love; world; and so much more.

This has been one hell of a year, adversity, pain, and enthrallment all the same.

I've learned;
to care alot less about different things(or at least try), because of how sensitive they have become and how much they hurt.

How many different stories can be told in so many different ways.

That simple inspiration arrives from merely anywhere, that the people around you -if you look a little deeper, you'll be inspired/disgusted (haha)

That, people change.
-But, i miraculously(foolishly?) still somehow have faith.

People you love, may not love you back/have different ways of loving you.

How scary it is, to be that disappointed in a person and to have the very core of your able bodied mind be told that so much was a lie, and everything meant nothing.

2011, was a year of adversity and a year of learning.

Happy new year, i love you guys.

Merry Christmas.

2011-12-24T01:52:00.002+08:00

Because really, everything isn't supposed to feel like this now. Foreign, unfamiliar, uncomfortable, and terrifying. This was going to be the time of my life, to have the adventure of a lifetime but still arriving back on earth under my curfew with somewhere to call home.

Coming down to it all, let's just all not care anymore.

Merry Christmas everybody.

Review.

2011-12-21T04:16:00.002+08:00

My Heart's tied up in more than just little knots, with the disappointments all around. Give me back the people i love, the skip i used to have, take away all these bad thoughts and feelings and make them all go away. I want to feel comfortable and loved again, goodnight.

Alone.

2011-12-14T02:14:00.001+08:00

Because that's all i've felt throughout 6 months, alone.

Vulnerable

2011-11-26T01:44:00.003+08:00

It's incredibly surreal; the phase of life i'm in right now. Often seeming that the days that come by are only here to go. And that we're striving alot more than the usual, just to get through the times. Everyday is filled with question and doubt, not knowing what lies ahead of us, a lifetime of uncertainty and confusion. We wonder what's really going on for real with everything around us, and if it's just a big.. game.

I'll say, plenty of tough decisions ahead. And a heaping load of reality there will be to face soon, very soon. I question myself on what is real and what isn't, what i should care about and what i shouldn't. You'd think, sometimes it's just better off when you're not trusting anything, and believing almost nothing. Shutting down just one emotion, possibly means shutting down the whole lot, or at least numbing out the most of the latter.

Today we live in a society, reinforced by peer pressure. How much we should and shouldn't care about things, what is deemed reasonable to prioritize and what isn't. The things we stand for are affected by the people we stand with, and neither of them should come between each other. If you think about it, we're really just alone. Because while you're busy trying to devote your time to others, they're just paying theirs forward, leading into an infinite loophole of disarray. Most of us just aren't in the conscious state to see or understand that, unless, we're really not alone.

The magic of learning to trust is just as beautiful, as it is hard to trust someone. But trusting someone, with all our heart, would mean being open, fragile, and vulnerable. You're pretty much marked with a huge crosshair over your chest. But that's what being vulnerable is all about, because as much as you're open to the bad stuff, you're just as vulnerable to the good stuff.

So maybe being vulnerable isn't that bad after all.

2011-11-22T01:44:00.002+08:00

2006, the last record of my visit to the doctor.

No existing records may serve as reference in my memories to how it feels like to be sick anymore. Up until the week before, have i recalled how it felt to be utterly weak, ready to collapse on your feet just because you feel like it.

It doesn't become a choice, but a conscious feeling, that every muscle in your body aches, that your mind can barely think things straight because it's tied up in knots, just like your stomach is, followed by that dried throat which causes you excruciating pain with the slightest movement of anything that might agitate your esophagus.

Weak,

The perfect word to describe the physical state i've been in for the past week. It kind of reminds you how fragile you really are, and that health isn't something we should take for granted. On a lighter note, about 4 kilo's lost thanks to the miseries of the week.

What a pain in the ass it is to constantly feel miserable on top of the already constant existing misery we're meant to face from everyday life. It's just a big huge pile of shit on top of the shit that already piles on you.

On the other hand, now that i'm better, my mind constantly wanders of into imaginations of the near future and what we face. How we'll come to define ourselves in the final stages of adolescence and all that comes with young adulthood.

"We're growing up."

NOTE: Some feelings just don't go away, and some people, can never be replaced.

The end.

2011-11-09T01:05:00.002+08:00

The week has been filled with a plentiful amount of "lasts", from the last tuition class i'd be attending, to the last day of school not for the end of the year, but forever. Yeah, forever. Big word in play there.

This adds another addition to my already mellow-dramatic life. And it's only the beginning of the numerous events, which're bound to make life seem like a terrible chic flick after the examinations are over.

Already, i'm finding it hard to believe the things that i've done in the past 5 years, proud and not proud hahahah. But, glad most of them happened nonetheless. From days into scouting, that taught me the responsibility and organization of my life. Up till the days with the over the edge crazy people i spend most of my time with, whom i learn that, in life we only live once and no way in hell were we letting it go to waste.

Priceless;
The memories i've had, with the people i've loved and cherished throughout my time in this school.

Yet, upon leaving school is a feeling in the pit of my gut that i find hard to relinquish. Lost friends, and twisted up thoughts. A month of confusion, worrying what i'll be doing and where i'm going in the next year, alongside what will happen in the near future.

After spending a majority of my time in school so comfortable with someone so consistent in life, it's tough knowing that i'm doing it without them. Everything that was built up within the 4 years, now left behind.

Graduating with a loose end, and without the people you love. Tough luck.
May things turn for the better, gdnight.

#

2011-11-08T02:13:00.002+08:00

5YT.

In exactly less than two days, i'll be leaving second home after possibly comfortably enrooting myself to it's turns and crooks in the past 5 years. Amazing, how much can happen in such a simple place, and in just a matter of such time. What's even more amazing is how fast it has passed. It felt like not very long ago that i first stepped foot into the institute of my education which will soon be known as my Alma-mater.

Beautiful things have happened throughout the past 5 years, and beautiful people have i met. Starting from my crazy first year classmates, to my cozy pure scienced family i now have. Thankful for the bunch of friends i call "Golden Legs", and for the best friends i have and may not have been able to keep.

School;
With no doubts what-so-ever, has been the place i've to thank for all the learning i've done (although a majority of the learning has nothing much to do with curricular syllabus, hahaha)

But indefinitely, countless lessons in life. Not to mention, incredulously stupid experiences altogether.

People we'll meet in our education-oriented years, will always be the people we'll hold close to for life; because school time, being as innocent and saved from the real world as it is, involves interaction with pure intent of befriending one another out of the mere fact that we know we're just about as alone as we all can get in this strange place, and all we could use from each other would be simply a warm friendship which (if god may permit) last for the rest of our lives.

I have entered/endured, the stage in my life where things have been utterly confusing, and i really sometimes don't have a clue at where i'm at/where i'm going, but all i know is that i'd probably need to get through this. I mean cause, heck everyone else is doing it.

Despite such, conversations seemed to have lost their appeal, and friendships don't seem as potent. But, tomorrow is another day. And maybe, just maybe, i'll finally come to peace and terms with my loss.

Slowly, but surely.

Happy, bittersweet graduation.

An open letter to my best friend.

2011-10-29T01:22:00.005+08:00

Dear you,

I'm sorry. I apologize for what I've failed to do, the promises I've never fulfilled and no longer can. I'm coming to accepting, that as much as i thought i was there to stay, i wasn't. It's been awhile since I've lost the right to be there for you. I bid you adieu, with hopes for a brighter future ahead of you.

No longer will i exist in your life as someone important, because all that i will become as of now is a mere reference to "that time that once was". I'm sorry it all had to turn out this way, but it just did and no matter how tired i am of listening to this line repeatedly, but "there's nothing i can do about it".

I'm sorry that, now we'll never go on to become all the great things we've spoken of together because we'll be headed our own separate paths now. How terrible a thing is friendship to lose, and terrifying it is to actually lose it. I'm scared in more than several ways, and afraid to see what lies ahead of us. Because the reality of the situation is just so damn intimidating.

Never in your life will you want to face such situations, yet they will be laid before you to conquer and only alone can they be overcome. Going through such a thing is frightening, and going through it alone was possibly as much as a trip to hell and back. But, after experience we grow to become characters of less naivety.

I guess, i deserved this. More often than not, i'm haunted by the regret of the kind of friend i should've been and how possibly this outcome could've been different if i simply wasn't as foolish as before. Never in my life, would i have thought i could reach this rock bottom kind of low, it just seemed humanely impossible, yet here i am reduced to what i'm ashamed of.

But, from this i will learn and know.

That, life is fragile. And however comfortable we are, and how secure we feel or think we are, things can change in the blink of an eye. And all we can do, is change along with it; adapt.

And with that, i'd like to thank you for everything you've taught me because everything that i've achieved in the past 4 years, could possibly not have happened if it was not for you. I'm just sorry that i didn't make it in the end, but a part of me will probably always be there for you.

Till my next shortcoming, Nanight.

Happy 20th October.

2011-10-21T01:37:00.002+08:00

It's amazing how lonely you can feel in a room full of people.

Agreed.

2011-10-14T01:45:00.000+08:00

http://thoughtcatalog.com/2011/lets-stop-saying-that-were-fine/

Today

2011-10-08T20:09:00.002+08:00

It's been a good time since this blog has been remotely active. Having cleared it from the redirection problem, my next task will be fixing up this ugly layout and color fixture it's in.

Today, i am in my last year of education. Subtle and swift the last 5 years have been. Through these years, i have had numerous experiences and i've gone through different phases of my life.

Recently, life has been revolving around a lot of realization of age, time and experience. How we put ourselves back and fourth through different mindsets that we have.

I have lost one of the greatest friendships in my short 17 year old life, till now i loathe myself for letting myself down.

May the time that is soon to come fix things, till the next time i am motivated to do great things.

Farewell.

Meow.

2009-05-27T15:22:00.009+08:00

It's right leg is longer.

Big big eyes

Meow

Pose*

Bye Kitty.

Suggestions for a better name than dog?
She's a girl btw.

hahaha

2009-05-23T12:29:00.001+08:00

Level 3 = impossible

2009-05-22T23:54:00.001+08:00

Play more games at Fugly.com

Self Inflicted

2009-05-15T23:00:00.003+08:00

In Loving Memory Of Joshua, Who Died In A Fire. hahhahaha

click on the picture to enlarge.

Disposal.

2009-04-02T21:51:00.002+08:00

Sue me hahahhaha.

Wait.

2009-03-06T23:49:00.003+08:00

I can't blog when there's noise, i just can't think.

Somehow i don't get bored of Mulan, Or the Lion King.

Fail Post

2009-02-08T10:36:00.001+08:00

Watch This

This

This

And This

Bones-The Killers

2009-02-06T23:45:00.001+08:00

I Just find this video so damn cool

Try watching this without laughing

=D

2009-01-27T00:12:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Daddy hahahah

Every Other Night.

2009-01-25T00:37:00.001+08:00

You know that feeling? no plans, no activities, nothing to do.Makes you feel very dull, you wake up knowing that you’ve got no timetable whatsoever, no tuition, no outings, nothing at all. You wake up, feeling very much like going back to sleep but you can’t. So you stumble downstairs either switching on the television or computer hoping for something to watch or do. At the end of the day, there was probably barely anyone to talk to and you’ve probably wasted your day spending hours searching through youtube, or lingering around the house ravaging for food and entertainment.

As the rain comes you feel drowsy and sleepy, you grab a pillow and head for the couch. Soon after that you wake up and it’s dark out. Feels so weird waking up at night, having a late dinner. Your mind’s still half awake thinking about what happened before you fell asleep, wondering if it was a dream or were you just really sleepy.

Later on in the night, you continue your slumming about online or on the television. You know there’s nothing else to do and you should get some sleep, but that just means your going to wake up even earlier and have to spend more time bumming around the next morning.

It's Sunday.

2009-01-18T22:43:00.002+08:00

Watching the change of blogs, i got bored of mine and tweaked the layout.

Have Fun.

China Oh China.

2009-01-01T22:15:00.010+08:00

In China, If you don't:
Spit
Have Bangs/Hair longer than your eyelids
Speak English like those school ed programmes.
Pose with two fingers.

You my friend, are indeed a foreigner.

When your on holiday, you feel like there's so much to do when you get back. When you do get back.. errr.. doesn't feel like much anymore.

Same shirt, dif airport

It's a lake :D

Beautiful.

Ahh

Doesn't get any better.

Malaysia, truly asia

2008-12-04T01:23:00.002+08:00

Back, from a long blog break.

            I'm still not completely in the mood to blog, as my fingers are exhausted from reports.
Basically, i assume that i'll continue regular blogging in about a few days after everythings settled.

My Trip,
       Long story short.

Hell

Of

Alot

Of

Driving.

Picture a one way road, to terengganu for about a 150km stretch.
Ok, good.

Now think, i'm driving about 140km through it, which is about a 1 and a half hour ride?
Ok, keep going.

Now.. I'm stuck in the car with nothing but a disrupted reception of hitz, IF I HAD TO HEAR JORDIN SPARK'S, ONE STEP AT A TIME.. ONE MORE TIME.. I'D STEP ON SOMEONE...

Back to topic, ok you're about 10km from your destination.. then you see a large jam in front of you. and then you find out that the entire road is flooded and you have to u-turn for about another 130km before getting anywhere...

That's roughly what i had to go through.

       One thing though, the beaches in langkawi and kuantan are romantic. Sadly i had to experience them with my parents.

I'll leave Triplex for another time.

The End.

2008-11-15T23:20:00.001+08:00

School has ended. It's Official that i've been in 2 Belian for an entire schooling year.
Time to flip a coin to see how next year goes.

Coming Soon.

2008-10-27T03:04:00.002+08:00

Here I am, right in front of my study desk. I've got my maths book lying in front of this snow white table. An Ikea Study lamp Shining over the laptop, a bottle of water on my right. A mess of books at one corner of my desk, just waiting to be studied. These few days have been rather unproductive.

The reason i'm always online after a while of studying is because studying gets very lonely i guess. It doesn't really get boring, it's just very very very lonely.. So i EAT! i eat whenever i'm bored. It's just rather entertaining hahaha, hopefully i won't get fatter.

It'll be a while more to a REAL update. Happy Waiting

Busy

2008-10-16T02:32:00.001+08:00

Busy busy busy. Exams, Joti, Triplex, Desktop Internet down. Not easy to blog hahah

V is for Vitagen.

2008-10-05T23:15:00.002+08:00

I just read my dads old book which has loads of newspaper cuttings about him winning all the races and stuff. Throughout the whole way i saw the words, Fastest Schoolboy In Malaysia breaks 100m record and all that stuff. It's rather interesting looking back at my dad's pictures. Hard enough to believe, my semi bald dad with a semi sized beer belly could actually clock 10.9 seconds for a 100m run.

I guess i managed to see how my dad looked like when he was young, i looked exactly like him when he was a kid, right now i'm curious to wonder if i'll grow up to be him. Right now, i feel really proud to know that i have a dad who actually came out in the newspaper, and trust me it wasn't just a one time thing, there were at least 20 pages filled with articles on the fastest schoolboy in malaysia.

Well, i guess i enjoyed looking back into the past but i wish my dad had more pictures of himself normally instead of that constipated look on his face while running. This really gives me the thought if i should start documenting my life or something, like doing something worthwhile and it's kinda cool knowing your dad did something many people couldn't do, i guess photography would be a good way to document my life for my kids to see. Not cheap though haha.

But right now, i'm just thinking how and what could i do, you know maybe that special talent i have somewhere really really really deep inside me (i hope it's there) would show up then i could make a name for myself so i'll seem really cool to my kids hahahha. Maybe, but right now, i've got a messed up arm from playing twister so byebye now.

Primal, Raw.

2008-09-19T01:36:00.003+08:00

Anger, an emotional state that may range from minor irritation to intense rage.

Upon facing anger, a person irrationally does things according to the current emotion without concerning factual proof or logic. When angered, a person tends to blame others for whatever happens without considering self involvement. Normally after calming down, one shall look at the perspective differently and have it in a manner which is much more comprehendable instead of a big pile of blame ready to be place upon another's shoulders. Thoughts upon causing pain and discomfort to other parties at fault is often around.

Sadness, emotion characterized by feelings of disadvantage, loss, and helplessness.

Feeling sad about oneself, one usually blames himself during this time of emotion causing self grief due to dissapointment when fault is involved. Tearing is often involve when sadness has been taken to a certain extent, thoughts occured during sadness seem to be more down to earth compared to anger, but that may also mean suicidal decisions.

Mental Awareness.
When Making decisions, we've got to look at them through different perspectives and in different shoes and emotions too. Normally the most logical decision is when the mind is at serenity, and between a balance of sadness and anger and also happiness. When looking into things such as Purchasing Materialistic Possessions, Love, and Personal decisions, it's often best to look through things with a different eyeglass and see how it'll impact you in every aspect. 2nd and 3rd opinions sometimes help. Sometimes, when it comes to making decisions, Think twice and not more than that.

UHH

2008-09-16T20:30:00.001+08:00

Ugly People Have Feelings Too!

hahahhaha.

Stupify Baby!

2008-09-12T23:57:00.001+08:00

A sluggish internet and my increasing force of lazyness prevents me from updating.

When your mad, you blame others.
When your sad, you blame yourself.

I think?

Exclamation Mark

2008-08-24T23:27:00.003+08:00

You've never felt anything until you've felt standing on top of a 12 foot gerbang made out of bakau, while tying lashes in the cold rain with the the uniform you've worn on for 2 days without washing, leg crams, rafia burns, and parang cuts all over your hand, knowing that if you fall, you've only got 2 patrol members out there ready to help you in the rain because the rest are in the tent watching you.

That feeling is freaking awesome.

Your feet are soaking wet from the day before and you've worn the same stinky muddy socks for the past 3 days with your fellow patrol members. I feel damn semangat-ed in the rain haha.

Have you tried to bathe with 4 guys in a cubicle?
Or sleep with 3 guys hugging each other?

Try it HAHA.

Freezing up then getting into the hall to dry yourself while the fan is blasted at max so your clothes will dry faster. I just love the rain baby, i want to get back on my gerbang and continue it while in the rain hahah. And also losing your voice after all the cheering and shouting during camp.

I want to meet new people. May sound weird but yeah, i want to meet new people.

Pioneering Course 08`.

Heads i win, tails you lose.

2008-08-19T00:39:00.002+08:00

The American's say men-tose,
The Malaysian's say man-toss.

Damn

2008-08-04T02:31:00.000+08:00

This Blows Me Off My Socks..

do re mi

2008-08-02T14:44:00.002+08:00

When Getting Raped.

Shout you have Aids.
Or you can Fart.

:D

Numb,Fiction

2008-07-26T11:32:00.002+08:00

I've been avoiding mainstream music for some time,
It doesn't seem so mainstream anymore haha.

When you're infront of a group of girls, then they start whispering into each
other's ears. You just can't help but to wonder about what they're saying.

Bleed please.

2008-07-25T23:19:00.005+08:00

Having fun and all together really pulls together friendship.
All the Joy and Laughs shared will really have you guys feeling really close to each other,
You think you guys have shared an eternity together.

But the truth is, nothing really bonds people more than suffering with each other, for each other.
You can spend years playing with someone and laughing all the time.
But you'll feel closer with someone who was willing to listen to your story, understand it, suffer with you, bear with all the listening, and actually care about you.

Anyone can make make a person laugh till they cry, or even till their jaws and stomach's hurt.
But not many are willing to take an hour or even 15 minutes to listen to their story and what they have to say.
It's when you guys know something which just the two of you can share with each other without the rest of the world knowing about it is when you know you guys have reached that level of friendship.

Time To Go

2008-07-15T01:30:00.002+08:00

Death is falling upon this blog.

Whats that? A breathe of air, limping out of the earth's mighty grand canyon.

We Were Meant To Live For So Much More.

Stranger's Like Me

2008-07-04T22:38:00.002+08:00

Just Recently.

          I've been lying around my house, hoping for a miracle to happen and that my streamyx would get back online. after a week of waiting it finally arrived. Lately it's been really dull in my everyday life, talking to people just feels very awkward. I guess most of the time i'm at a lost for words and at times really screwing up what i say, Literally.

With No Doubts,

          I have clearly been really busy lately, all these activities left on my shoulders really fills up all my time. I just noticed that i haven't really went for that many social outings this year, maybe around 5 outings so far in these 7 months. There's this really empty feeling in school, everything's gotten so strict, so booorrriinnnggg.. i can still remember one of the best times i have in school is when it rains.
           Hehehe, we would get naughty when it rained :) if we didn't come home drenched in water then there would definetely be something wrong. Maybe a really rainy reccess together in school would change things up a bit. Please, i would gladly sacrifice my pj for rain! hahaha.

On The Other Hand,

          Scouting activities have gone off the chart, more scouting=more fun! can't wait for my next activity. Next off the list, completing my logbook(s). WOOHOOO, i love logbooks <3.>good job everybody. [inside joke]

Last But Not Least,

          Jogathon's tomorrow! uhhh.. i hope to make it past the jogathon without walking a 100% of the way. it's not easy jogging with a big belly, Cheer's coming up! godd, i already bought the shirt but now i might not be able to go nevermind, if i didn't go last year and survived i guess i can miss this year. Wow, I just blogged about what i did. that felt weird, but whatever. I don't really have time for any leisure blog post.

Good Day ladies & gentlemen.

What Kind Of Guy Are You?

2008-06-25T11:00:00.003+08:00

Ok, sorry for the lack of updates. i find my schedule pretty hectic nowadays, and yeah.. the lack of sleep really makes me lose my mood to blog.

Have you guys ever watched those dating movies?
yeah the one where there's like.. a pretty boy and some loser who can't get a date.
yeah those movies.

Ok, basically in relationships, there are a few kind of guys..
What Kind Of Guy Are You?

The Playboy.

The Nerd.

Actor/Attention Seeking Guy?

Omg, Chinese!

Can't We Just Be friends Guy.

Ok, kidding about the chinese.

The Playboy.
Well, the Playboy guy pretty much usually has the really good looks and all. but NORMALLY, his personality would be shitty cause he already knows he doesn't have to even try to get some girls. The problem with these guys are that since girls are so easy to get, they just treat them like bullshit. they couldn't care less if their girls leave because they know there are a ton of other girls wanting to be with them.

The Nerd
This is the guy who barely speaks to girls. At the sight of a girl he would cower behind his other friends or just give her the cold shoulder. they just don't know what to say, and the fear of screwing up and making them look dumb is always there. Out of sheer nervous-ness maybe they let out a snort then they embarrass themselves and never want to talk to the girl again.

Actor/Attention Seeker Guy.
These are the smart ass-es who think they're smart and hot when they're not, with loud screams trying to attract attention. maybe a little bit of drama to make the others peep at you and trying to make them care. Pretty much your basic attention seeker, they just go around trying to pick up girls but never succeeding because they're just too arrogant.
(i used julian's picture because i couldn't stand the temptation of not putting the picture up xD. It has nothing to do with you jul.)

Chinese Guy
That was just for laughs ahha, No offence jeremy :)

Can't We Just Be Friends Guy.
This is your typical nice guy. the one that maybe doesn't have all the good looks, but his heart is pretty much in the right place. he's also usually got an ok personality, the kind of guy a girl would want as a best friend. When he falls in love, he becomes the guy in movies who tries his hardest but hardly ever gets the girl. He's just too nice? He's the guy who would never leave his girl, but he has trouble finding a girl to be his. When he attempts to pop the question, he usually comes home with the reply "Can't We Just Be Friends?"

Do leave Comments ahha, and tell me. What Kind Of Guy Are You?

My Very First Top Innit post

2008-06-17T00:10:00.003+08:00

         I was really amazed and proud of what my last post did on innit, whoaa i was astonished man. i actually made it to the top innit post for the day :D even getting a comment on my post makes me happy. this time i had up to 13! really a shocker man. I'd like to say thank you to all who've read my blog, and i beg.. ok beg sounds too degrading. i HOPE you guys'll keep on reading and support me. comments will be welcomed with open arms.

         I guess i should share how i did it. So i guess really, the most important thing is the blogging atmosphere. Usually when i blog my sisters prolly busy watching some cartoon like spongebob getting creamed by sandy. it's like.. i start blogging, then i hear spongebob moan in pain, then i get distracted and watch a while. when i come back to the screen my mind is still focus-ed on spongebob.

         So, this time.. it was late at night and my sis had gone to bed. so it's like i'm alone downstairs, i look around the internet surfing on innit and i see falcons post..
so i decide, hey this is the same problem.. except i'm like infamous and underage. so why not make this disadvantage into an advantage.

         Let's see, top ways to get in the top innit posts/ have a nice post.

1. Make every post, a good post.
       - 1 bad post, is like a total turnoff. maybe some new reader come's to your blog and so happens to read that post. i doubt he's ever coming back.

2. Post Something Sex Related.
      - Oh My God. i've seen so many posts which are sex related go on innit's top posts. This prove's that many glitterati member's are uber horny ahhaha :) post a sex related post with a few pictures and your bound to get 152436 nang's.

3.Post About How to Get Top on innit/ How to increase Blog Traffic.
     - These posts have gone top on innit fr don't know how many times.

4.Call your friends, pay them 3 bucks. ask them to nang! If they don't...

  dumbo! here boy.

this post will be edited soon.(incomplete)

The Life Of An Underage Blogger.

2008-06-11T23:04:00.003+08:00

After reading another blogger's post, i decided i should do i different version of it.
click here to see original.

         Blogging, the form of typing some rubbish into your very own webpage and conning some suckers to click on your ads so you get money and get to get laid i mean, paid!
Ok kidding.. just playing with you.
          Blogging is pretty much using your free time to mess around with codes and make an interesting webpage with good content so people actually have a good time reading it, and not just wasting their time.
           Now, bloggin should mainly be for the passion and so that people know what you want to share but if your a good blogger and you have good stuff, why not give yourself a little reward and enjoy some perks of blogging because if you're not given these, blogging
will seem to be pointless and boring at one point.

Dawn Yang.

Kenny Sia.

        Due to the quality of interest developed from their readers, word of their success soon spread to others. pretty much making them the media. But, there's also the life of an infamous blogger. Well, if you think infamous is bad. how about Being an UNDERAGE BLOGGER.
         No Matter how popular we get, we prolly won't be allowed to attend late night parties because we'd be prohibited by our parents :( even if we did go.. it would mean
No touching..


No Underage Drinking..

And No clubbing :(

That pretty much sums up the life of an underage blogger :(
sad to say i am one.. but don't worry, i can still collect your money people. so feel free to send
pity money towards my bank account.. which i don't have because i'm underage -.-
you know what? just click on my ads and keep reading in the future.

bye :)

The Click 5

2008-06-09T21:45:00.006+08:00

Click 5 concert recap.

As some of you would know, recently i've just travelled to Genting, Arena Of Stars for The Click Five concert. Accompanied by Zian, the organiser of the whole outing whom we have to thank and the other participants like Wink
, Sern, Jyn, Mae, Em, Amanda, and Vic.

The first thing i want to say about the concert is about the awesome lighting.

Picture grabbed from alycia :)

The Concert.
We were seated at the front row on the right hand side of the concert hall. Right in front of the speaker ahaha, VIP ticks baby!
         Song's such as Jenny, Catch your wave, to headlight disco and many more were played. Arriving there in a crammed up limo felt rather good. As usual celebrities, they enjoyed arriving fashionably late by half an hour. The arena wasn't as full as expected.
         Alot of interaction from the lead singer and the bassist was provided. The crowd oozing with excitement and joy. all wanting to stand up and cheer for them.
         I loved how the pianist had attitude, it was from the way he strut to the way he did his headbang's. The girls went crazy over ethan because he was paying so much attention to them. Ethan was cool and calm not going crazy or whatever.

Vocally.
    Kyle was just decent when it came to vocaling live. could only hear him on acoustic songs, he didn't stink but it was nothing to be amazed at. Maybe because the drums and guitar was too loud. yeah, we sat in front of the amps.

Ranting.
      I can't stand the fact that we had to sit down and watch the concert. We had paid 144 bucks to
watch them perform and have fun while going crazy. But i end up going to the concert and get
forced by some security guard to sit down and just stare at them. The band prolly was wondering
why is everyone sitting down. This probably gives them the impression that malaysia's fans
aren't sporting and that they shouldn't do anymore concerts. that pretty much stinks..

Overall.
      The concert was pretty good, nothing much for guys. No eye candy at all hahaha. The music isn't really amazing. but the crowd was really going to it. definetely recommended for you to go to this.

that's all for now. bye bye :)

Up,Up and Away.

2008-06-05T01:24:00.002+08:00

Petrol,Petrol,Petrol.
The only thing not going up are my marks D:

         Petrol increase will lead to Food Increase and Will cause bankrupcy to the lower class.
This change isn't that big to the rich, but the poor and needy will face big problems as the
school bus fare will increase, and the cost for food will increase because they need to support
the petrol increase.

        The most the government is going to do is subsidise, so far the most "effective" action taken is that road tax will be reduced for vehicles.
This time it probably went up around what? 40% maybe? I don't suppose the government care. At the rate the petrol prices are going up, buying the car won't be a problem. Gas will.

       Thank God i'm still a kid. I've just glanced at the real world, not a pretty sight. "And If You Look On Your Left We Have Corruption Alley, Turn Right and there's backstab central. You move on another 30 yards and you'll pass BlackMail County, then you should be on the opposite side of Bribery City" Wooohoo, great place we got here.

         The moment you step in to adulthood, good luck man. every month your mind is going to be a buzz with the thought if you can keep your job, supporting your family and kids, your medical, your transportation and hella alot more.

On the go:
My nuffnang ads don't load all the time D:
how to earn money liddat :(

Tagged By Sandr-uhh.

2008-06-04T12:53:00.004+08:00

RULES
1. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
2. Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. continue this game by sending it to other people

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
Don't know, never had a lover.

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
One of my crazy dreams which have something to do with liang's leg hair ahahaha.

3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
Sandra, for making me have to do this tag. :)

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Spend it ahhahaha.

5. What's your ideal lover like?
She has to be able to love :)

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Their both blessings, so please don't compare. be happy

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
How long are they willing to wait for me?

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Waait laa..

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
Compliments ahhaha

10. What takes you down the fastest?
Rugby playa's

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
More Japanese than everr.

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
Who isn't important?

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
Gila Babi!

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
Love does wonders.

15. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
YAAAAAAAAAAAAAWNNNNNNNNN.

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
Would you?

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
Rock Paper Scissors!

18. What type of people do you hate?
Can't think at the moment.

19. List 5 people to tag.
Zian Mae Dang Ash Elena

*Hiking yesterday was fun! :) 17km baby

Holiday Inn

2008-05-30T23:26:00.000+08:00

Holiday Updates So Far.

Cycled as far as Subang, To aman suria, to taman bahagia. yes.. on my bike, no cab. But there was obviously company. Such as Julian,Craig, Weng Wai, Marn Keon, Kailiang, and Liang's friend Yu Yang
Busted My Bike, which was Brand New after two days of hardcore Cycling.
Repaired my bike at the cost of RM18
Owned with Balanar By my side :) But still lost the match..
Got Addicted To The Hush Sound.
Went down steep hills with my Partners in Crime.
Managed to get blisters from riding a Bike.
Went to julian's house and saw his Les Paul
Saw erving wearing really short shorts.
Had many talks about girls to politics, to future planning, to prom, to convertibles. making us feel matured haha.
We went on the roof of the carpark and discovered the coolest place to jam, play futsal, make out and more.

Ok, getting too late to blog, and i'm getting nagged. goodnight :)
will update more next time.

A Day Out

2008-05-25T23:56:00.002+08:00

Amongst The 15 hours Spent today.
Just so you guys know, i was dragged to a seminar this morning.
"Mindset Of A Millionare"

Yeah, you prolly guessed it. My mum forced me to go.
I did not have a good time there, the seminar isn't really suitable for kids my age.
          It was more adult base-ed, and yes majority were adults, there were people 20 years old
to retired souls as old as 70 years old.

Because i was forced, i obviously did not enjoy my time there. But, i have to give credit to the speakers who managed to still think straight after talking for hours.

But, throughout the whole 15 hours I spent sitting down and listening. I know that i've learned something, a few things actually.

Thing #1
         Basically, after listening to his long explainations. something actually did catch my attention, yes he said something worth listening. That is Tomorrow is just an imagination, everyday you think to yourself about the future that's all what Might happen. The mind's favourite word is What If? what if we lose? what if i get into an injury?what if the world ends tomorrow?

         Whenever you're doing something, You Need To Be Focus-ed. when you start asking questions like these, your mind starts to get doubtful on whats going to happen. Once you lose confidence and start to doubt, you are going to fail. A successful person has plenty of doubts and thoughts about it, but they know how to overcome them easily.

Thing #2
       Ok, nextly. Sometimes you can't put too much thought into something. The speaker took nike's catch phrase as an example, Just Do It. that part of the phrase was just the ending words from an entire paragraph. But it's true, i mean do think rasionally before you do something. But don't think forever. if you keep thinking, you're never going to take action. One Right Action Is Worth A Thousand Years Of Thinking. I still remember the phrase :D

        Yeah, i do agree with that. This doesn't mean you should not think, "oh cool a dog, i'm going to bring it home and rare it forever and ever <3">
Thing #3
      Do not hesitate, hesitation is also caused from doubts and thinking too long. when we were taught this, we had to do an exercise of breaking an arrow in half using one of softest part of our body,(i couldn't do it cause i was underage) it's underneath the adam's apple between the two bones under your neck, there's a hollow part where when you push it in you'll gag and choke a bit. The trick of the exercise was to do it at a moderate pace and not stop or else the arrow will not break.

       This taught us that when we do something, do it with full effort and complete what you do.
Or you will regret and feel the pain. Do continue on with whatever you do and don't give up.

Time To Say goodnight.

Ok, that's all for this time. i think i should stop bloggin now as i just came back from the seminar.
I have another week to spend lazing around in the house gaining weight and doing nothing until genting comes. goodnight!

Hollyday's.

2008-05-24T23:06:00.001+08:00

Can't wait for Click 5 :)

this is just so my blog doesn't look as dead.

Guide For Morons: How To Get Your Parents To Let You out.

2008-05-18T23:13:00.003+08:00

Planning.
During the stressful examination period, you all discuss between yourselves and talk about all the torcher you guys have been through studying late nights with the coffee by your sides. You talk about how great it's going to be and how many times you're going to go out after the exams.
Then right after your exams you go out to celebrate. this always happens, you say your going to go out like crazy but you are only able to go out once or twice a week. keep on reading to find out how you can change this.

Faktor-faktor yang Mempengaruhi Bilangan Kali Kita Keluar.
#1 Parents.
This variates, it depends how strict your parents are. If they're mine, you better be thanking lord if you manage to go out twice a week. Yeah, damn right. My parents aren't really strict, but they won't let me go out that much, especially my mom. My dad is pretty reasonable but there are times he can be strict to the max and just say no.

#2 Money.
Yes, this is definetely needed. when it comes to watching a movie, going for a foos, bowling, skating etc etc.. The average needed everytime you go out is around 30 bucks. food, drinks, and extras. Try to be as conservative as possible when going out as the money can be saved for next time.

#3 Transport
You will need to get there and back. forms of transport are such as mom,dad,uncle,taxi,bus,walking. you will also need it to be two way, there and back. sometimes you'll want to go for an extra checkpoint.
                                                                 ------------------------

Cara-cara Untuk Mendapat Kebenaran Keluar.
   All you really need to do is to get well prepared and keep your fingers crossed. Parents want to see responsibility, make sure you've got all you transport arranged, who's going, their phone numbers, prepare your own money, how your coming back, time, place, and just make sure you ask them when their not in a bad mood.
    If this fails, attempt to make up excuses on why you should go. try to make comparison with others and show them how they are compared to others. they'll think you're a darling angel.
When you do go, try not to get home late or else you can kiss goodbye to going out again for at least another week.

Random Fact About Parents #1
        Most of the time, parents can be really kiasu, like my mom pretty much blames me most of the time and she's right, but when she blames me for something that i didn't do and she finds out that i didn't do it, she'll find something else to rat on me about. such as when
she thinks i took her things and actually she misplaced it. she just talks about how irresponsible i
am such as bla bla bla and bla bla bla, and when you argue she'll threatened to ground you or don't know what stuff so she doesn't lose. but they do this because their not going to lose face in front of you, then you'll know that she's a pushover and you can get anything you want. then there's no more self control.

Random Fact About Parents #2
        Usually it's the Dad who's the fierce one. You feel scared and guilty when they scold you but when your mom scolds you, you think to yourself "shit you..." yet you restrain yourself, right julian?. You know you've lost the battle when your dad raises his voice. that's the sign that you've crossed the border line and you're tresspassing. Do not do that, unless you intend to get him pissed. it's not a pretty sight, He'll look like a murderer who's just broke out of jail, and trust me his bark will be bad.

Conclusion
If you follow these steps and guides, you should be able to increase how many times you go out in a week. If this doesn't happen, moneyback guarantee( considering you guys didn't pay anything :D) But if this guide really doesn't work, don't blame me. there's just something wrong
with you :) kidding. do keep on reading this blog for more updates.

Another Goodbye

2008-05-15T20:05:00.007+08:00

I guess i'm supposed to post something happy now that exams are over. i was but something's
come up and i think it's important. Not very good news.
           It started 2 weeks ago, I rode to tuition on my bike. my sister then found a stray cat and decided to bring it back home with us. we kept it at our back alley when our parents were around as they wouldn't let us keep a cat. keeping it everyday and just bringing it in the house every once in a while. It was a rather cute cat, pretty tame. but it was really playful.

            For the next few days, we would bring in the cat almost everyday. i've hugged it kissed it. Me and my sister were pretty comfortable with it hanging around us. you know just climbing on our laps, shoulders. nibbling at our feet and hands. we fed it on a daily basis because it was pretty small and it would be hard for it to get it's own food. We bathed it, cleaned it and spent our time with it.

            Even though it was just 2 weeks of love, but it meant alot. everytime i took out my book to study it would bite around my pages, so i had to just let it nibble on my fingers to keep it entertained. when i had my phone calls it would swipe at the phone line and ocassionally manage to pluck out the line. i would then have to put it on my lap and stroke it to keep it from bothering me.

           It's fallen asleep on my lap numerous times. i've fallen asleep while it rested on my tummy, when i woke up i was pretty startled to see a furry ball rested and curled on my stomach. It had a slight wound on it's right ear, we washed it and placed medicine every once in a while. In fact the wound was healing pretty well. it was almost normal. How much me and my sister loved the cat, as if it was with us for years. it scratched me a number of times( i have a few scars) but it's all no harm meant.

             We would run to put it outside when my mom came home. we always rushed, i guess that's how we got cut most of the time. Then just recently, i came home today. expecting a good day, i went to the back alley to call it out. it ran and circled, then a car zoom-ed pass by and struck it. How scared my heart was. i panicked, the shivers sent down my spine. i could just burst right there. but i knew it wasn't appropriate. i rushed to get the keys and brought it in the house. it was twitching. It's the most nerve racking thing to watch something die and twitch. My hands shook as i watched the cat die. my heart felt this utterly weird feeling, not sad. but i felt useless. Angry because i didn't do anything to save the cat. It was as if all the bones were broken, my hands shiver as i write this blog post. the pictures of the incident flash past my mind.

           A truly traumatizing experience watching something you love, die in front of you. It's just so frustrating and the image repeats over and over again, i need to get over it. You won't feel very strong once you've lost something you love. and this time, it was just a cat. what will happen when someone really dear to me leaves my side. i couldn't bear to see my maid and my sister bury the cat. so i just stayed back, flashes of the cat dead on the floor with blood our of it's mouth bear in my mind. i still remember how cute it was when it meow-ed at me when it was hungry or wanted to play.

          Just hope that all of you know, you should really treasure whatever's by your side. here's another departure to a better place. i hope the cat was put out of it's misery as soon as possible.
Just know that, everything you have now. It can go away in the blink of an eye. In fact, we haven't given it a name. but all in all, just hope it knows we love it.

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Happy Mother's Day.

2008-05-11T13:18:00.003+08:00

Here's to my dear mom who's spent her last 14 years sacrificing for me, the one who's always been there to make sure i bring extra underwear.

Dear Mum,
        I know when i was still a baby you're the one who would wake up in the middle of the night to feed
me milk or just to rock me back to sleep. You changed my diapers everytime i needed you to, when i needed
a laugh you used to make funny faces which would probably just crack me up. You would hug me and give me a kiss everyday before you go to work. I spent 9 months in your tummy that's a bond we'll never share with anyone else :).
         Then when i got older, you bought me all the little toys i want. except for the playstation i wanted so badly
(i never got it :P), but i know you meant well and didn't want to waste money.  You allowed me to go to kindergarten
a year earlier because you didn't want me to stay at home alone and you worried about me. And who can
forget about my lifelong companion which your brother got me, my brown toy dog. brownie :)  it's my
beloved dear friend whom i've kept for 13 years and i'm not planning to give it up anytime soon.
        When i reached primary school you spent the late nights with me checking up on my homework and
teaching me whatever things i didn't get. And now that i've reached double digits you still do check up on me
before i sleep and when i fall asleep with the light on i know you come into my room and help me to switch it
off. I know nowadays we barely spend time going out because we're all so busy, but i'm glad you're my mom.
        I'm sorry for all the trouble i've cause you and i know how much you're going through, no really. just scroll down
and read my parenting post. You know i love you mum. :)

There's my Mother's Day post.
  Sincere wishes to, Jennifer Yong Chit Moi.*(my mum)

Truly, Indefenetely.

2008-05-07T11:04:00.005+08:00

I couldn't help but notice when i was on kenny sia's blog.

AHHAHAHHA !

if you don't get it. check this picture out.

AHAHAHA, our very own ex-substitute teachers becoming politician

From left to right.Tysern,Don't know who's the next one, Kevin, Chong Xian.
If you guys get more traffic on your blogs. you know who to thank :)

Parenting?

2008-05-06T09:45:00.002+08:00

Hey, as you guys know exams are coming up. Yikes :/
so i decided that i should blog one more time.. until after exams that is, so don't expect alot of updates. but make sure you keep checking up on my blog and clicking my ads, cause i only have a lousy rm2.25 in my account.

          This time, i'm going to feedback on another bloggers post. Mr.Dang Kuok Ian.
recently, he posted about parenting and how they could improve. his post was as the following.

What makes a good parent??

this is what im gonna crap about. cause im bored and i need another reason for me not to study =)

so what really makes a good parent? (im 14. so dont expect any adult nonsense from me.)
well, personally, i think a good parent needs to know how to give space. i mean, some parents check up on us at night to see if we're asleep every hour or so. and the lifeless ones check our sms-es. -.- and another thing to being a good parent is learning to share =) im pretty sure that all of our parents give us stuff such as shelter, food, clothes etc. but money? i dont think so. they would give us lets say, RM30 per month? on everything like food, phone credit etc. THEY SHOULD GIVE MORE!! SERIOUSLY... using only RM10 per month on phone bill? and RM20 on food. crappy!!. so they should give more, thats what im trying to say. maybe RM1000?. =P

ok. another thing on being a good parent is freedom... this right here, is very important. cause without this element, teenagers like us cant go for small outings organised by our mates. without this element, we cant go play football in the morning. and most of all, without this element, we cant make friends...... doesnt it just really suck? i know it does. ok. another thing. erm... parents, please dont control your adorable kid's life. seriously. it just pisses them off and makes them wanna cry. you wont want that do you? let them do stuff that they like to do. like, if they wanna pursue their dream of becoming a singer or actor or something out of this world, let them... or better yet, support them!! it makes everyone happy. and another thing, parents should let their kids stay up as late as they like at this age. (13 - ?) cause theyve learned how to think better. you should be trusting them, cause they are your kids.

AND ONE LAST THING... parents, learn to love in a different way =3 be cool about whatever they have achieved. dont ask for more. it will only bring them down. -.-

Now This is My comment.

      The reason our parents check up on us every now and then at night, or whatever is to make sure we're okay. Maybe it can get a little irritating if our parents read our sms-es, but their just interested to find out if we mix with the right people, or are we really going out and not to some stripclub or something.
       Now i definetely know that my parents share alot with me. they give me and allowance of *** , i'm not telling cause i don't want to get robbed or laughed at. but imagine let's say they give an amount of.. RM5 a day? that sums up of around 25 a week. so in a month they would probably spend around rm100 just for your allowance.
       We have to count the transport money, add in another 150, groceries probably 300? then your tuition. if you add up all your tuition it would be an average of 500, don't blame me if i'm wrong i'm just guessing. how about your clothes, when you go out. lets just say hella alot of money and most of us have siblings so that makes them close to being broke. But still they manage to support us and buy us our extra stuff.
       Nextly, freedom. our parents do let us go out pretty often now lets look back at the start, the reason they check our sms-es is so that they know about who we mix with and if we should go out with them. If they didn't control our life, we wouldn't be in school right now, we'd be playing hookey going out all the time and that would make them irresponsible parents.
        I do agree with you in the supporting us, actually most of the time they always support us for better or for worse, usually for better but they still do support us. Most of the time they're the ones funding us with equipment moral support etc etc.. so support is usually already there. They could let their kids stay up late, but i doubt it's very healthy. they already trust us but there's always a limit to how much they can let you go, every parent is afraid of losing their kids.
          The reason why parents are always so overprotective is because they want their kids to have a better future than them, most of our parents weren't as fortunate as we were but then they studied hard and did well, that's why we're here right now. But sometimes parents can get a little irritating cause their still in their own time and the past is hard to forget.

Speaking about parents. Mother's day is coming soon, get off you bum and go buy something for your mom. thank her for everything she's done for you. give her a hug and a big i love you. compliments enlighten almost anyones day :)

100.

2008-05-02T22:40:00.000+08:00

it's the big 100th post!

    Check out the past, from my archives on your right. i've been watching this blog since it was just a tiny sucker, and now a full grown hustler. from posts about bimbo's, to things about camps and departures.

i've recently started using nuffnang. thanks to wink who started using it, dang too! so please do us a favour and click on our ads and put a smile on our faces.

speaking about smiles.
Random topic#`1
Smiles.
      you know when someone compliments you, however you try to deny the fact that you enjoyed the compliment, deep inside you obviously did. you really take it to heart and think about it when someone says something nice about you. in fact, sometimes just sending an sms to people to chat with them makes them feel good cause they know of all the people to chat with, they chose you.
    sometimes, when you're feeling down and someone tries to cheer you up by telling you how your not that bad blablabla, you sometimes don't believe it cause it's probably because they might be just giving charity compliments. when cheering someone up, usually all you need is to sob with them and give them a hug. or you can always help them up and give em a hand.
Random topic#`2
     the third party.
       Usually when it comes to matchmaking, there's almost always a third party who makes it work.
like when someone sobs about their lover, they go to a third party to sob to and get advice. then at one point
they get help from that party to sort of indirectly tell them that someone likes them cause you'll
probably believe that someone said something nice about you when you hear it from another persons mouth and not theirs.
       Also with third party involvement, it won't seem so awkward. cause the middle man is there.

                                                                                 just feeling very random-ish today.
    Today is everyone's birthday!
                                                                       this post will probably be edited to make sense.
                                                                        sooner or later.

Moderation.

2008-04-28T00:38:00.000+08:00

Bring back all the smiles, joy, laughter, tears, memories from the past year. Lately my mind's been a buzz thinking about form 1 and form2, who am i to compare but i honestly know that form 1 was much better. there's something different now, people? the way we act. how we all changed and how we have to cope with more vigorous activities.

People drift apart, the bond sometimes doesn't last and just fades away.they mix with other people and change, it probably just turns you off and you can't stand the fact they're around you. You then start to get prejudice towards people.

     Just like in Liang's blog, the smiles around just sorta.. lose out, have we lost our once happy go lucky selves? Just what's different about the year. The teachers? friends? or just ourselves. think about it, just look at anyone from last year, now make a comparison with this year. there will be a change either for better or for worse.

or is this just a phase we all go through, where we really reach our optimum. we find out how we truly are. i have to admit i myself have changed if you knew me before this you'd probably know.
everything i've been through last year. is just totally different from what i thought would happen this year.

        Being "seniors" isn't really that grand, i guess my point of view has changed now that i'm looking at things differently from last year. just stop and take a look around. No, change your point of view. when your getting scolded by your parents, don't think of it as if you usually do, just put yourself in their shoes. imagine if someone was bugging you when you're stressed out, nobody wants to listen
to orders. just think how stressful is that.

most of the time, you won't know how its like until you experience it yourself.
i don't know if i've changed for better or for worse. but i know i've changed, just look through my archives. yes it's rather embarassing what i used to do, but just think that you've only got one chance to embarass yourself ever. just do it, embarassment will probably last for a day. worst would be a week, so just get the guts to do it and get it over with, you might even enjoy it.

Arrivals, and departures.

2008-04-19T23:47:00.000+08:00

I just have this strange, somehow utterly awkward feeling.

       The hands who delivered me, the guy who watched my mom suffer through long hours trying
to deliver what god gave my mom. after the 9 long months of waiting it would all have came down to those specific hours,
and he was the man whom my parents trusted to deliver me. he's the man whom my mother would see for ultraviolet testings to see if i was alive. It's just.. strange, one of the first faces i would've seen. and it was probably his.. gynaecologists don't get enough credit. the people who bring miracles to the world for every miracle that is lost.

      The guy has probably witnessed hundreds of miracles come to life. but i guess it was time he stopped, when the time comes we can't do anything. we've all got to move on. But it's just so weird that god takes away one of the hands that brings his miracles to this world, Maybe it's because the miracles he has brought in are now officially big enough and ready to take
his task and give him a good rest so he's ready for the next stage. There's nothing i can do for him now, just a reminder to all. express your love to those around you now before they're gone.

My Deepest Condolences To One Of God's Miracle Workers,

    Doctor Jeremy Chuah Cheng Yau
                 who passed away at the age of 53 on the 17th of april 2008.

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           Another Departure by Our beloved temporary school teachers, Mr Chuah, Tysern, Kevin, Ming Kuan, Abel,Patrick. I'll remember the first time Mr Chuah walked into my class, we wondered why was there such a young teacher teaching here, soon the gang came.. Tysern, Kinky Minky, Abel, Patrick, and Kevin.

           One of the most exciting times of the school year happened with you guys. All the naughty acts, and the good laughs shared. It was no more a teacher student bond,It was more like being buddies and having fun all around. But every hello has got to have a goodbye, But we're not done yet and we have a long time more before we bid each other farewell. Let us all remember the laughs shared and keep in touch.

Now that you guys have left, No longer will we hear the yelling's Mr Chuah!! Mr Tysern!! Mr Kevin!! Mr Patrick!! around the school .. etc etc... Now it's probably just going to be plain old Chong Xian Or Tysern Kevin Patrick etc etc..

Just Because we don't call you guys Mr anymore doesn't mean we don't respect you guys. You guys are probably the coolest, dumbest, nerdiest, funniest, gayest bunch of teachers(ex) around.

             Farewell!

for now. :)

Before It's Too Late

2008-04-15T09:34:00.000+08:00

Sorry For Lack of Updates.
recently..
37th skills camp 08
Softball mssd
sejarah projek
more to come..

it was all great, skills camp was one to remember
softball is fun yet exhausting did i forget to mention im in the team :)
our competitions on wed.

i was supposed to fin sejarah projek last night, but i came home switched on the computer,
and i realized that i had no ink. crap, im in deep shit.

Goo Goo Dolls :)

Words Are Only Words

2008-03-31T23:35:00.000+08:00

It really blows when someone tells you something that ruins the rest of your day.
it like being in the toilet trying to take a shit while having constipation, you can't shit but you still wonder why you're in there.

it's all desperation and lust.

Wave Goodbye.

2008-03-28T12:36:00.000+08:00

Happy Belated Birthday erica chan who celebrated her birthday on the 25th of March and adele tan who celebrated hers on the 27th of March! :)
Big 14!

They come in a package of 2 in 1.
cost: priceless.
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here are a few images i like from postsecret
enjoy.

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I guess this would be pretty true
don't you?

I know this is true :)

the images may be too big to see, so just right click and open them!.

abc

2008-03-24T11:01:00.000+08:00

http://postsecret.blogspot.com/

Secrets anybody?
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Went to the curve yesterday to watch charm :)
go minimytez!

ended up we went to yamaha, echo park and all sorts of places.
had dinner with dangsernzian at manhattan fishie market.

the bottomless drinks made my pee bottomless..
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a little taste of mischief going on during the school hols

picture stolen from pso
piture taken by liang during TTC

bottomless.
again stolen from pso.
-out

2008-03-19T22:12:00.000+08:00

                                                I hate my resultsss.

actually more like result. :(

Bm.

           don't want to talk about my result.

no use crying over spilt milk, so there's like pretty much no point going complaining to somebody and going all " Omfg lah, why my results so badd.. i wish i had yours"
   not like thats going to help, they probably can't give theirs to you even if they wanted to...

All thats left to do is be optimistic.. :)

Optimism.
-I didn't fail
-It's not counted

I don't know how someone could get turned on by the naked skeleton in the science lab..

Slip Away

2008-03-17T23:24:00.000+08:00

"Curiousity killed the cat. my other 4 dog's died of malaria."

The last time i went for a really good non scout camp was at my standard 5 end of year camp.. i mean i really truly had a blast.. you know that sweet settle feeling you get when you watch a movie at the most happy part.. you actually feel like your a part of that movie and thats when your really engrossed with it.

See the thing was, i was awfully nerdy as a kid growing up. i guess im still pretty nerdy but it beats last time.. So, well the first time i really enjoyed myself at a camp more like a holiday school trip was when i went penang.. i was a naive little kid, pretty much no friends..

more like a loner.

  I never really enjoyed my primary life other than that holiday and a lil bit of my standard 6.
We really went all in all during that camp, having a really sporting driver allowing us to blast the music up to the max. At the time it was the Akon lonely craze.. the guys at the back sang it till our voices croaked, literally.

I mean if you being a nerd not getting a chance to have fun. all of a sudden you get tossed into a crowd and you instantly get your first grasp of fun. you truly will enjoy it the first time.

  After you read this i hope you will really go all in all on the first go, if you get me.. it's always more magical when you do something the first time, i still remember how afraid i was of going asleep alone. i had this different feeling when i go into my own room, at first a slight layer of insecurity was laid upon my skin giving me the goosebumps. The moment my head touched the soft chilly pillow i felt like something was in the room. so i grabbed my blanket and my dog, brownie (i've had him for 13 years now) the insecurity soon faded away.

I still remember waking up in my room the next day feeling proud, the first thing i did was gush out of it and i ran into my mom's arms in her room. i felt like it was christmas morning and it was going to snow.

  In whatever you do you should just think to yourself that this could be the first and last time i do this, so i should put in full effort cause i'll be dunked in a pool of regret if i don't do this well. Do be confident with yourself and do it with a whole heart.

Out for now.

Tattle Tail

2008-03-17T11:08:00.000+08:00

Just came back from TTC it was a blast.
truly enjoyable :)
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This is getting really irritating.
Almost everywhere i go, every corner i turn to every radio station i listen to
they are all going LOW LOW LOW LOW LOW LOW LOW.
i mean it was cool the first time, but it's not very cool the 189th 190th and 200th time..
people have a big problem, just like i was listening to. like the fall out boy craze julian started it then i got into them.. after we vigorously overplayed it in our ears, few months later.. they start overplaying it on the radio.. omg that's like.. so bloody slow

It's a nice song but couldn't you guys like have found it earlier, when we listened to the song at first we asked people if they heard it before.. the quotes we get are like that song sucks lahh.. then when the radio stations overplay it you watch them become wannabe's .. it's really irritating when you hear them go Omgshhh... that's like my favourite song everr..

like.. please just go suck on a cucumber

out

Jump up and fall.

2008-03-12T12:44:00.000+08:00

I've been feeling like an injury magnet lately..
injuries from softball all the time.
injury count: 5
Left shin,-it's swollen.(softball hit it)
Left Leg Toe-Swollen(softball hit it)
Left Hand thumb-pain when moved.(softball hit it)
Right let-Cut(Went into the trees to get the ball)
Head-Bump on top-(softball hit it)
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I still don't know why i bother blogging cause i think barely anyone reads, but it's a way for me to fill up my time.
We've got to do this Mind Map stuff to get marks for our test. So maarfan i guess i'll have to do it sooner or later.

The holidays are soo boring, i remember at a point i enjoyed the holidays. i have no idea why but i did. I guess im going to take a nap or something about now. not really getting enough sleep and it's over exhaustion from softball.

out-

Turn Around.

2008-03-10T21:58:00.000+08:00

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Earlier today We had Softball Intensive Training
translation.

If your legs don't hurt by the end of this training, Your on drugs.

We Played the game as if it was the game that would determine life or death, we ran dove, slid, bled and broke bones to achieve a point.

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Just Kidding :)

We played in the baby pool.

-out

Light my mind.

2008-03-06T21:49:00.000+08:00

Elections are around the corner, BN,D.A.P,Keadilan or what?
Mr.Kevin says BN is banging up anwar with our cash, i do not know how to spell his name ;p
politics?racism!? backstabbing!?!bribing?!?blackmail!?!?Lingam?!?!?.
Elect elect elect..
schools down tomorrow cause they're using it for elections.
that means stay at home and slack slack slack. or i might go to the curve with the team and shop for jerseys. usually my "manly instincts" would kick in when i said curve and shopping. but it repelled when i said jerseys.

jerseys are expensive.
Nike?
total 90. or total of 90 bucks?

bloody expensive.
I Pokai lah dang

can't wait for the ttc, gonna be a heap of fun. We're having our softball training soon ahaha can't wait. Datin is kicking out the temp teachers. racial conflict much? that means we have to say bye bye to all the teachers probably on 31st of march D;. such a bummer. bye Mr.Kevin, Mr.Chuah,Mr.Tysern and Mr.Patrick. While going around earlier this form 1 dude told me he read my blog? Uhhh.. Hi form1's? don't be shy you wanna know more you can shout it out in the chatbox.

it's me out for now .

Fine.

2008-03-01T14:09:00.000+08:00

Please screw the last post.

moving on..
This time there's pretty much nothing to blog about.
after studying science for so long the paper came out so screwed, it was all the form 1 stuff that confused me.

seriously nothing to blog about.
i did this for the sake of updating..

the very next uncle same vid.
he can sing.

Look At It a Different Way

2008-02-17T22:15:00.000+08:00

Look at the world from a different point of view.
not upside down. something else, like the eyes of a beggar. you throw the extra food away. the beggars would pack it up and keep it to eat tomorrow. The disgusting meal your mom cooks for you everyday when you come home only to find you feeding it to your dog under the table is like a five star hotel meal for them.

Through the eyes of a blind man.
No, seriously.. you wake up everyday to a pitch darkness, it's like your gonna feel insecure. your car could get jacked without you knowing it. you probably need someone to help you aim when you pee. some guy could just walk up to you with a scissors and cut off your manhood and you wouldn't know who did it, yet many blind men and women could easily pawn me at the piano. so don't look down on them

Through the eyes of a bimbo.
A bimbo's life is pretty simple. eat sleep and party and CAMWHORE.

it's essential for a bimbo to have sunglasses. and a laptop to blog the bimbo pics.

-unleash the bimbo within

and their own signature bimbo move.

being a bimbo is really hard, you have to juggle between being a moron, and a total slut.
please respect them bimbo's . And their cousins, the lala's. they need the help.
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I need to learn how to play chinese checkers.

it was raining, and i was taking bimbo pictures.

candlelit chandeliers?

we're all stuck in a jail of our own.

the bimbo-ish me.
-out

Balik Kampung.

2008-02-08T20:46:00.000+08:00

going to melaka tmr. byebye :(
that means no internet or anything unless i get a hold of a cyber cafe.

valentines?

2008-02-05T21:11:00.000+08:00

Valentines day has really got me thinking on this.
i really don't get it.
the first thing you'll probably think about is.

who?
who who who??? should i choose her? i mean.. she's got double d's but she's dumber than a blonde,
how bout this chick? she's ok i guess, pretty smart.. but godd she's so damn shy, i probably can't get laid. so you think to yourself, then when you've finally thought you've found the one. another one comes, DAMNNN SHE'S THE ONE.. this'll probably go on for a long time...
next issue.

when?
crap... when should i ask her. wednesday ah? not free lahh. must go perm hair.. aiyahh.. tuesday cannot got diution.. thursday must go korek hidung.. aiyahh.
they'll probably procrastinate the time because they're too scared or shy.

how?
how should i propose? something flashy? or simple? private or public?
it all depends on that person, obviously you'll know what she likes before you ask her. if your going to do it the flashy public way. just say it infront of everyone. she'll think you love her enough to embarrass yourself. this means you care about her more than you care about your dignity which in some way is a good thing.while you do it privately make sure your at a sweet serene area like the beach or somewhere alone.music is good, it's great in fact, it's a good mood setter, but don't play anything sad cheesy. then you have a little fun make sure you guys laugh, don't tense up the situation, nobody is going to couple with you if you give them intense pressure.

bahagian tidak berformat.
before you couple with a person, you think.. she's had an ex before. i haven't. does this mean she's like.. slutty, it's up to you if your such a pessimist. but depends also on the other person. you can call them sluts if they really do go around coupling with any tom thick and harry just because they get conffessed to. then you think after you couple your no longer a relationship virgin then you think did you really make a right choice.
Everything i just wrote up there it's all based on your thoughts. you wanna look at it this way, then it'll come out the way you look at it. right now im feeling like Dr.Phil.

Sometimes, you just gotta slow down and notice other things.
you don't notice good things when you have them.
you always want better things.

out
-Dr.Phil

2008-02-02T21:46:00.000+08:00

"what does a rubicks cube
have in common with a male penis?"

keep on reading to get the answer.
Noticed how school's are filled up with new teachers nowadays?
yeah, all getting a teaching job while waiting for their college applications.
Some play mah jong.. Some come sing song...

Mr Chuah, Mr Abel, Mr Ho, Mr Tysern, Mr Patrick, and Mr Kevin.
Mr Chuah is the teacher with an awesome bike, and rambu pengakap muda.
Mr Abels the teacher with non stop stories about his childhood.
Mr Ho may not show it, but he's really kinky.REALLY.
Mr Tysern will probably blow your mind out with some perverted stuff.
Mr Patrick...does not teach me.
Mr Kevin is the teacher with the skinny jeans.

i think i'll probably teach while waiting for my colledge application or something.
i wonder if Mr.Tyserns any good at mahjong.
w200i is pretty good.
maybe the camera sucks, but the sound quality is awesome.

answer:
"the more you play
the harder it gets"

im off to go play with mine now.
bye bye

girls in white dresses and sleeping with roaches.

2008-01-23T19:24:00.000+08:00

i haven't been bloggin much heh?.

2 belian's gone from a bore to a pretty ok class. i mean, banging joshua everyday is pretty fun now that everyone bangs him with me.
elena's got a blog!
guess who convinced her.

btw,
good luck to all those taking their keahlian and usaha on saturday. i'll be cheering you on!

did you know it's illegal to own or sell chewing gum in singapore :O
i wish the first troop meeting would be earlier, im pretty anchious to see the form 1 recruits.

i feel like going out. D:
i haven't went out much during the hols.

there's nothing to blog about.

byebye

Hero, or Heroine?

2008-01-17T21:37:00.000+08:00

It's too late baby, there's no turning around
I've got my hands in my pocket and my head in a cloud
This is how I do
When I think about you
I never thought that you could break me apart
I keep a sinister smile and a hold of my heart
You want to get inside
Then you need to get in line
But not this time

Cause you caught me off guard
Now I'm running and screaming

I feel like a hero and you are my heroine

I won't try to philosophize
I'll just take a deep breath and I'll look in your eyes
This is how I feel
And its so so real
I got a closet filled up to the brim
With the ghosts of my past and the skeletons
And I don't know why
You'd even try
But I won't lie

You caught me off guard
Now I'm running and screaming

I feel like a hero and you are my heroine
Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?

And I feel a weakness coming on
Never felt so good to be so wrong
Had my heart on lockdown
And then you turned me around
I'm feeling like a new born child
Every time I get a chance to see you smile
It's not complicated
I was so jaded

And you caught me off guard
Now I'm running and screaming

I feel like a hero and you are my heroine
Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?

(I feel like a hero and you are my heroine)
And I feel a weakness coming on
Never felt so good to be so wrong
Had my heart on lockdown
And then you turned me around
(Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?)
I'm feeling like a new born child
Every time I get a chance to see you smile
It's not complicated
I was so jaded

(I feel like a hero and you are my heroine)
And I feel a weakness coming on
Never felt so good to be so wrong
Had my heart on lockdown
And then you turned me around
(Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?)
I'm feeling like a new born child
Every time I get a chance to see you smile
It's not complicated
I was so jaded
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random thought #1
i had to go to the toilet, so i was pretty bored in there
i guess i started reading shampoo bottles,
sunsilk, pantene etc etc..
after 5 minutes i finished,
so i was thinking....
we need more shampoo.

3rd jan, 2008

2008-01-04T00:14:00.000+08:00

either there are more form1's or the form1's are getting fatter.
i see pn.wong has been harvesting her speech skills and training to achieve the world record for world's longest speech. or she was reading something as thick as a harry potter novel.

1hours 45minutes.
please top that you sumofwhich-sonofbitch*note lame content by pn cheng.

you can't see me with your "NAAAAKED EYEEE"
OooOo.. teacher your giving me goosebumps.
  Damn.

i've got to put up with a year of this.

today we played battleship election.

heidy bombed sandra- 700 damage.
sandra demolished joshua's tanker-600 damage.
since i was bored, i bombed xiann-4 damage.
xiann bombed me back-1 damage
i bombed jon zhen-100 damage ( btw he got 96 not 94)
jon zhen bomb me back-95 damage
and dunno who bombed melissa chee-500 damage.
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results:
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name:                    score:
heidy                      700
sandra                    600
me                           104
xiann                        1
jon zhen                  95
dunno who             500
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victims                   punishment
sandra                     monitor
joshua                      penolong
melissa                    setiausaha
xiann                       ajk kebersihan
jon zhen                  tutor muda m3
me                           tutor muda sains
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man did teacher pick the wrong tutor muda,

you probably won't understand if you weren't in belian.
"i just can't wait for tomorrow's fun filled activities in belian...."

babies

2007-12-31T01:03:00.000+08:00

My uncle lao sai met my auntie chee bai in a prostitute house then they do do it they do it do it well.
9 months later.

yeah, not a pretty sight there.

you guessed it, today im talking about babies.
"baby where'd you get your body from?
i got it from my mama. i got it from my mama"

yeah, that. well if your mama turns out like this.

you might turn out a little bit like this.

or if she's like this.

i don't think that the following content is pg 13 so it's not going to be posted.
you don't wanna see it.
this picture is creepy.
scroll first
away

safe.
well, now you get my point, so on so on.. fat, ugly, short, hairy,

OH SHIT.

where did that come from?

something to make you feel better.

if your mom was like this . DAMNNN.

she's preettyy

very.

BOOM!

just so it doesn't get too steamy in my blog.

im going off now.

chiow.
emma roberts is the best

ok, im addicted now.
chow

2008!

2007-12-28T22:18:00.000+08:00

Meet the future Belian Bastard! yeah, me.
B-buy
E-electronic
L-lingerie
I-in
A-a
N-nenepop?

go 2 belian?

my classmates next year sound like they're boring except for josh, alwi, sandra, krystle, heidy?
don't know who else, but it sounds pretty boring.
liang ju and weng are in balau, sounds like it's gonna be fun.
i wish i was in balau.
dang's going to kempas
wink belum hantar kad kemajuan thingy
mae's going to cengal with strid and alicea.
zian em and amanda are going to keruing,
i guess the class orders suck?
yes it does.

i just went to the golf club to get my hair butchered.
my hair's pretty thin so it's only nice long.
the brightside now is that i only take 15 seconds to dry my hair.
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the reason why koala bears are going extinct.

please, do not abuse animals.

hey, meet my friend paul.

property of paul, if found please return to paul, sincerely, paul

he got shit on by paul.

moral of the story.
don't mess with paul when he's got diarrhea

i have a big cock.

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call me.

i think'll i'll buy this guy some booze.

im hungry.

im done blogging

bye bye

christmas calling at the corner.

2007-12-24T20:08:00.000+08:00

christmas is near! time to enjoy,
this holiday's been filled with scouts and all.
the year seems pretty long though
but the holidays have been short.

just think if malaysia snows, just bring your sled to aman suria's highway and slide all the way downhill.

boy, that would be fun..

suddenly i feel like going japan with my friends, the foods great the service is wonderful,
the people are so friendly and it snows. just imagine, on the airplane with your friends then
you touchdown and just run out of the airport and play with the white snow and just feel cold
with the gusts of wind from the airplanes.

snow is like a clean sheet, pure and white pick some up and taste it, it's tasteless, neutral not good not bad just right in the middle. if you were staying in a bungalow with your friends and it was a snow day, just think how fun it would be to just jump out on to the snow in your garden and sticking your tongue out trying to catch as many snowflakes as possible.

then on christmas morning you blast your home with surround sound christmas music and just build snowmen and have snowball fights all day..

rolling down hills of snow is great, it's so cooling yet your heart beats and you sweat cause your rolling and rolling without anything in your mind but the thought, "hey are we down yet?"

well christmas is just great and you guys should be off celebrating it not reading this, no life...

MERRY CHRISTMAS ALL!!

btw adele, i was getting ganged by wan jyn and craig i didn't ay anything about that

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2007-12-17T19:29:00.000+08:00

ok.. crap, i guess i screwed up my blog. and deleted the links when i wanted to delete the song. =.=
this is shitty..i guess whoever wants me to link them again ask me cause im probably too forgetful to know whats your url.
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tomorrow im going to my mum's office with jyn and craig to finish up our hike logbook. i guess it's gonna be fun?
i feel like going caroling suddenly, julian knows why. this blog post is like the title, pretty blank. any recently fantastic music for listening nowadays? i haven't got much to listen to recently, i mean before this there was fall out boy, taking back sunday, etc... now it's all kinda boring, i mean jordin sparks is pretty decent tatoo, but... i mean how the hell can you tatoo your heart? "your on my heart just like a tatoo" dude, do you want to die from a heart attack? think about your lyrics.yeah, now im like a ryan higa addict, have you seen his rant on music? fine, i'll tell you abit about it

"have you heard the song say my name by destiny's child?"

"she's asking me to say her name." O.O

"I don't know you and your asking me to say your name"

"i don't even know your name, but i know your mom's name....Destiny"

i was laughing like mad when he said that, how could you not?
well, watch it for yourself on youtube, under rant on music by nigahiga
im out
-merry christmas-(8 days)

singing with santa.

2007-12-17T01:06:00.000+08:00

caroling is good fun with friends.
but this time it was sorta boring. yeah, i was alone with my sister and parents. you know what happens...
lately i've been really addicted to scouts, well.. scouts is great, i mean exercise, knowledge, and fun!.
scouts is so great. really addictive, and it gives you something to do in the holidays. im itching to go to 1u for krystin's outing, i mean.. it's like the first time i go 1u with friends ever since before exams. this'll be enjoyable.

gahh, i need at least another test session to pass my usaha, well. im gonna go to my mum's office to do my logbook with jyn and craig on tues, gonna be good fun.. liang! hurry up and come back from ipoh, you have our maps. the hols have been pretty ok.(thanks to scouts) if not, it would have been so boring.. it's 1.15 now. i guess im going to sleep. goodnight!

btw

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
CHEE MING!

sorry for belated wish. i was too lazy.
-merry christmas to all-(9 more days )

just music

2007-12-07T23:53:00.000+08:00

Carlos santana, a guitar genius.
top class electric guitar player.

this post is all about music.
don't you just love the classics?
but are you still loving the R&B genre?

what do you get when you mix up a smooth R&B jazzy-ness and the mellow yet satisfying sound of that classical guitar the solo's you get from the classical is smooth yet has that spark. well i guess maybe you like a little electric flow in your music. i mean who doesn't think the spanish are sexy, barcelona the classics, well...

if you put them all together you get this

this song has a sweet classical with a thump of electric, and the vocals are strong and smooth. a classic song.
i mean listen to the song, you can't say it's not sexy. maria maria~

Now, for the next music genius
John Mayer,
the acoustic god.
the not too exaggerated rifts and the fact that you'll struggle at a rift for over a week but you know it's worth it.
i mean like.. neon has got that certain beat to it that keeps you going, the thumbslap it just sounds so good.

there, neon.

that's not the only thing,
the perfect sing along song which always gives you that cheery mood, the second rift will hurt your fingers

why georgia!

damn that song is good.

if your looking for something with a totally owning electric yet a sweet acoustic backup with a rough and sexy voice the two great artists have combined.
chad kroeger+santana=omfg i think my brains just got blown to bits.

yes you've got it,
into the night!

damn thats nice.
btw chad kroeger is from nikelback
and the other version can't be embbeded
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Oh yeah,
just a little birthday wish to daniel ong and yours truly
:D
meh

ouch!.

2007-12-02T20:31:00.000+08:00

saturday.
Ouch, i guess i shouldn't have cycled to tropicana for scouts.
but it was just too tempting,
i mean..scouts...
sorry..

SCOUTS..

much better.....

as i was saying..

that day i went cycling all the way from my house.. up through the padang, then all he way passed aman suria, then tropicana. when i reached there i was clueless on where to park my bike so i asked christian.
oh yeah.. christian is performing at..ummm..i forgot.. but.. heres the thingy

ok next.. we went into the school and had to clean the stuff. clean stuff=play water.

we had so much fun splashing around with the cups and mestins.

here comes the ouch part..there i was..
going to splash neil when the drain was seperated.. you know the covers?
they were like this - ---- - when they should have been like this ------- so i slipped abit then my whole leg fell in..the weird thing was that the leg that didn't fall in got injured.
so now my left leg which already was bruised in triplex.(i fell down) is now swollen above the ankle.. skipskipskip.. me liang and jyn wanted to sit for our perbarisan. but sir jeremy said it's better for me and liang to take our menaikkan mengibarkan bendera and singing the national anthem. so me and liang passed.. then i cycled home. and played basketball. without shoes -.-
so from that my feet have blisters.

foot damage:
swollen
blistered.

not only that i stepped on an ants nest.

foot damage:
swollen
blistered
bitten by ants.

now when i scratch it hurts, don't scratch it hurts from the bites.

gahh. im out now

SIR COLIN

2007-11-29T14:23:00.000+08:00

SIR COLIN IS THE MOST HANDSOME GOOD LOOKING AND KINDEST SIR ANY SCOUT WOULD WISH TO HAVE. SIR COLIN HAS THE NICEST HAIR IN THE WORLD EVEN THOUGH HE IS BALD. SIR COLIN NEVER PUNISHES US AND IS VERY TALL DARK YET HANDSOME AND ALSO SMART!

P.S PLEASE DON'T HIT ME SIR

Triplex

2007-11-28T20:34:00.000+08:00

A:Hey yu kane, where did you go the past four days?
B:I went to the blizzard 2007 triplex camp.
A:What the hell is that?
B:OMGWTF?!?! YOU MEAN YOU HAVEN'T HEARD OF THE MOST POPULAR CAMP WHICH CAUSES MANY TO RUN IN FEAR OF IT'S TOTALLY OWNING AWESOME GREATNESS WHICH PWNS ALL OVERLORDS OF WARCRAFT AND STARCRAFT AND DOES NOT REST UNTIL ALL HAS BEEN OWNED?!?!
A: no

TRIPLEX 2007,
featuring:
WARCRAFT & STARCRAFT

Are you scouts bored of a normal not owning camp?
well, now we present to you ..

TRIPLEX BLIZZARD, 2007!
why the hell are the font's so damn small? -.-

Sorry, but the triplexians are currently owning.
please try again later.

WHOAAA, triplex is like the coolest thing ever!.

the warcraft were divided into 2

the HORDE!
and the alliance....

The horde consisted of 3 patrols
forsaken (undead)
arcane guardians (blood elves)
darkspear tribe(orcs)

while the alliance
stormwind(humans)
exiled ones(dranei)
bronzebeard(dwarves)

obviously the horde is much better.
WHEN THE ALLIANCE GO RAH!RAH!RAH!
THE HORDE GO.. shalalalala

isn't that the coolest cheer ever? yeah christian thought of it.
who's christian?
well......
i dunno. some guy maybe..

prepare for a really long post filled with alot of magnificent triplex crap.
to all you triplexians who have worried parents, sir collin has produced a letter for you guys to send you your parents,

LETTER FROM CAMP

Dear mama & papa,

our camp cheif Demon -nilox- told us all write to our parents in case you saw the flood on tv and worried. we are ok. only 3 tents floated away off the waterfalls.Luckily none of us got drowned because we were all up on the mountain looking for chee ming when it happened.

oh yes, please call chee ming's mother and tell her he is ok. he can't write because he lost his right hand. I got to ride in one of the search and rescue jeeps. it was neat. we never would have found him in the dark if it hadn't been for jeremiah setting up part of the forest on fire.

the fire was an accident of course. jeremiah did not mean for it to happen. he was just trying to see what would happen if wei liam farted to a pot full of kerosene. it was pretty cool when the kerosene flared up in andrew and chee meng's faces, now all of them look like benjamin!

sir jeremy got mad at chan yong for going on a hike alone without telling anyoe. chan yong said he did tell him, but it was during the explosion so he probably didn't hear him.

did you know that if you put a tin of butane gas on fire, the gas can will blow up? the wet wood still didn't burn, but one of our tents did.also some of our clothes. sarah is going to look weird until her hair grows back.

we will be home on saturday if sir dawson gets the car fixed. it wasn't his fault about the wreck. the brakes worked fine when we left.

miss keng imm said that a car that old you have to expect something to break down. that's probably why sir dawson can't get insurance on it. we think it'sa neat car, he doesn't care if we get it dirty, and if it's hotm sometimes he lets us ride on top and under it.

it gets pretty hot with 10 people in a car. he let us take turns riding in the trailer until a policeman stopped and talked to us.

the other letter is really cool too. but my hands hurt from typing my ring finger is sorta gushing out red stuff but i guess it doesn't hurt that bad. im still wondering why this thing that followed me home from camp won't stop sticking to my forehead. my mom says it's a leech and i should let it suck until it's full. but right now i don't think it's very full. it's only 3 inches wide and 5 inches long. i guess i can let it stay on some more, but my face is starting to get a little pale.

now, back to triplex.

FIRST.. day

well, on the first day... we gathered at smktropicana. i saw my patrol and i was holding my big huge bag which is pretty retarded . i saw a few other scouts. then we made our way in... so we went on the bus to the stripcl...i mean triplex camp area.. on the bus it was so damn fun... liang alex christian keming me were all doing shitty strip teases..

when we reached to the area we had to form a human chain to get all the stuff at the camp site.then while doing the human chain we noticed a few monkeys eyeing for our nuts.. we brought nuts for our roti lilit to increase the flavour...then there we had our istiadat then went to our camp sites. that day we just mainly built tents. at night we went to the demonic temple and presented our songs all had alot of fun.. at night we were supposed to be on sentry. but i was stoning while holding our flight something shed ship whatever i dunno..
then after we were done i konked out and fell asleep that night i had 3 hours of sleep.. it was damn long..
in the morning sean managed to get up of sentry while kai chun slept like a pig.. he had like 6 hours of sleep -.-

second day..

i woke up with a stomach ache..i thought it was diarrhea but i just had gastric from not eating enough.. what? fat people need to eat what.. then we had our mi. *mission impossible*? note lame joke by sean*
morning inspection lah.. so we did mi then blablabla breakfast.. blablabla istiadat.. then we captured craig..
but our flag got stolen -.-...then for lunch we had burger! we presented it.. sir dawson said it was great and then when we presented it to sir colin..oh..crap.. he was in alliance.. me and keming ran for our lives.. through the back where all the mud was.. luckily we had commando crawl.. obviously forsaken finished first..
the crapped our way with sir dawson.. potatoes and toiletbowls.. whatever.. then we went to present to sir colin.. i got dunno what card. i forgot. then we prepared for obh. operasi burung hantu and we did all the morse code things to save sean and ivan..and kai chun.. whatever blablabla.....

then we had to do some stuff. i dunno what but i think we build the stuff.. me and wen yang stayed up until 4.o0 for sentry. then keming and kaichun dun wanna do sentry but we made them get up anyway.. then me and wen yang slept till 6.30. 2 and a half hours of sleep. not bad..

3rd day.

we got up and did morning exercise like everyday.. then we had our mi.. today was backwoods day..we got our stuff ready..and went off hiking.. omg man -.- we took the wrong way after hiking for an hour.. so we had to go another direction.. then when we reached there i dug a hole with the help of sean and ivan.. our food wasn't good today because we were missing our super chef su jane.. so we just kept doing..

How to make an almost edible fiji chicken.

1.dig a hole 1 arms length deep and wide.
2.start a really hot fire.
3. wait till it's amber.
4.bury the hole with a thin layer of soil.
5.put the chicken wrapped in aluminuim foil or banana leaf.
6.bury the chicken with another thin layer of sand.
7.start another hot fire on top.
8.wait for roughly 20-30 minutes.
9.take out the chicken.
and there.. it's done..

are you wondering why you are listening to me when my chicken didn't even turn out well?
a. my chicken didn't turn out well because su jane wasn't here..
b.do you wanna wake up with only one ball?

next... then we came back..
it was mk night( malam kebudayaan malam) wth?
nevermind..
so we had some of the parents come.. tonight mr ekbert and another scout senior was here i forgot the other ones name because it's longer. then we had our performance.. i think we should've done the pasar malam sketch because it's more malaysian..
then we went back after that..
i wanted to stay up the whole night but i had to sleep.. i fell asleep for an hour i think..
but it was damn cool that night..
from what my patrol says..
i was unconsious.. from 12-2 somewhere there. they were wondering where was i.. i don't remember myself..
wen yang said that he suddenly saw me appear near the place where we kept all our stuff.. my face was blank..
so he shined the flashlight at me.. still no reaction.. so he just walked away.. then he said i followed him..
when i gained conciousness again i remember i was watching them build the gerbang's first tripod..
that was weird.. then i think i was too tired.. so i went to sleep at around 5. and woke up at 6 something.

last day..

i woke up..blablabla then mi .. i had to bite a plastic bag. so while singing the negaraku it sounded like.. berdarahku all that shit...then we went back.. whatever.. my fingers have stopped bleeding now.. but the keyboard is really red.. so i guess im pretty tired.. this'll be a lil bit shorter.. we went back and had roti canai for lunch... then ivan got best apl su jane best qmm i got semangat impeesa :D others got it too. liang got best qma.. that's freaking cool.. go liang! then i think jyn got impeesa.. and alot of people.. but the best thing was patrol forsaken got the best patrol! damn happy :D then we did istiadat... shaked hands with everyone.. and then i went home.. we gotta go back on saturday so i can see my fellow triplexians again..then i went home..
and played basketball! i know im crazy.. then i smelled myself.. i smelled really scary.. like rotten mushrooms..MUSHROOMS.. then i slept at 9 and woke up at 9.30..

well triplex was really the best camp ever.. i also built my first tenth..not only that, my first tenth was a double deckered tenth.. damn cool.. ivan wen yang keming sean su jane krystle and kai chun rock...

we learned the slaves cheer..

ama!
x

then liang's umm.. belacan boys cheer?

belacan!
x!

and mine :D

TEH TARIK!
KURANG MANIS BD

im going to sir colins house with craig liang jyn all to get briefings for our usaha logbook..
im in a really scouty mood right now..
this is like a super long post..
im going off now..
chow.

p.s. teh tarik.

tagged by dunno how many people

2007-11-26T11:01:00.000+08:00

List down 8 Facts about yourself

Rules:
1. Each blogger must post these rules.
2. Each blogger starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves.
3. Bloggers that are tagged need to write on their own blog about their eight things and post these rules. At the end of your blog, you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names.
4. Don't forget to leave them a comment telling them they've been tagged and to read your blog.

(1) I like to smile.
i have super strong jaws from smiling all the time, i smile at retarded times most of the time.

(2)peng you
i like friends all damn chun ones....all the people who tagged me and others who didn't are my friends!

(3) Scouts
Scouts are on of the things in life you better join. scouts, going outdoors in the woods and making huge fires burning down trees, 37th petaling! getting screwed by sir colin have leeches down your pants. and making huge numbers of friends while joining a patrol and trying to own the rest. scouts is truly the best.

(4)fishballs?
fishballs come in many colours and sizes. very filled with protein and fibre i don't know what im saying but fishballs are somehow healthy?

(5)gemuk
aku ni gemuk, check out my fats!

(6)why the hell is everyone writing about liang in their tags
liang is in everyones tag? you guys are so addicted to this hairy dude -.- but all in all liang rocks!

(7)im short?
maybe im not that short right now but when i stand next to julian or someone you'll see it.

(8)random
little jinggly bunoina walks down the silent park which was filled with noise and jumped in the the lake with the most water in it but it didn't have water in it.

I tag : My made up friend paul and muthu and you

palm trees blown by wind.

2007-11-09T23:36:00.000+08:00

lately i haven't been blogging, i have a perfectly good excuse. lazy cikgu!.
fine. itu terlalu lame...
thanks astrid for that postt. that was so nice.
if you guys are wondering what was it about....
------------------------------------------------------------------------------

YUKANE

cheer up, bitch.
haaa. nothing much to say bout you la.
he's always been the semi-comedian whenever i'm down or sad or emo or moody.

now it's his turn to be emo and i can't do anything ):
i feel bad.
i know, i suck right yukane ;)

like i told you. STOP EMOING
you created the campaign tak nak emo
and you feel moody yourself pulak

pfffsh.

"UNDERSTAND?"
:D
i dunno how to cheer you up & i don't think i will.
i'll just hope this works.
YUKANE IS ONE OF MY SEXIEST BEST FRIENDs.

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whoa.. that was nice. thanks! :D.
i wrote this song. with a lil bit of advice from ju.

turned out like this. :P

*****************************************************

Tapping on the window,
Knocking on the door,
Yes I hear your footsteps.
And I’m all alone,

Can you hear me now,
I’m screaming my lungs out
The scars on my heart,
I really hope you listen.

I’m desperate for that feel,
I want it for myself,
Just laid back in my arms,

[Chorus]
Take it away from me,
It’s gone forever there’s nothing to see,
You dropped my heart on the ground,
Turned around and left,
You took it away from me.

Lie by my side,
I’ll hold you now,
Don’t be afraid to say it,
By your side I will listen to you,
Whatever you say,

I’ll put the past behind us,
All the laughs the joy that refines us,
We had it all ,
There’s nothing much left to say,

[Chorus]
Cause you took it away from me,
It’s gone forever there’s nothing to see,
You dropped my heart on the ground,
Turned around and left,
You took it away from me,

[Outro]
So it’s all gone,(away, awaaay),
You took it away,( right from my hands)
So now it’s gone, (gone away)

[Chorus]
Cause you took it away from me,
It’s gone forever there’s nothing to see,
You dropped my heart on the ground,
Turned around and left,
You took it away from me,

*******************************************************

not edited yet. but i think it's worth working on.
so i guess ju's gonna make tabs.

a:THIS IS YOUTUBE MATERIAL, I COULD POST IT AND GET LIKE A GAZILLION BUCKS!

b:youtube is free you dumbass -.-

a: oh..

from heroes.

this time of year. i thought i would be like.. going out everyday.
but the things that come in my way are.
1.parents
2.transport
3.money
4.schedule
5.parents
and parents....

lotta power from the parents.

triplex is coool. we got like..
a dota based camp
forsaken!
the jtl of tropicana is in my patrol!
and krystle, best form 1 scout in dj.
my patrol leader dude is wenyuan i forgot the other dudes
oh yeah keming...

well..then tomorrow im gonna get it bad, scouts meeting..
could've guessed couldn't you?

the holidays are pretty boring. im looking for some games to play...
yeah im a nerd.

i don't think i should stay u so late... gonna need all my energy for tomorrow
bye..

Last day.

2007-11-05T19:32:00.000+08:00

it's the last day of school today everyone wasn't emo like expected.
i haven't blogged in a long time. cause i can't sign in to blogger.
we went crazy today.
we had crazy gay hugs. today's the day i lost my first hug :D
thanks for the whole year guys

this year rocks.

icey carvings

2007-10-21T15:30:00.000+08:00

whoaa. raya holidays are pro.
first there's genting. GENTING.
with liang dang wink zian mae.
It was so damn owning.

Emily Chan sucks because she didn't go for it.

well.. actually thats good thing. cause we can rub it in hard core.
going there took slightly more than an hour. we were shoving our
heads in and out the car, trough the sun roof, out the window.
damn, it was the best time i've ever had,the uncle scolded us because
of playing to much.then we passed Batu caves all the moss on the walls
of the cave. disgusting but cool.

after reaching the highlands, we had lunch. me and dang ordered prawn mee
not that good but not that bad. the rest had wan tan.then we went up to the
theme park. you should have felt the breeze in your hair while going. it was
sensational. the wind in your face and the fact that your singing out loud with
your friends in the car.all the passers by watched and listened to us sing.

we stepped off the car and got out jackets and all. we bought tickets. theres
a discount for children. we were supposed to act like a travelling basketball team
that were from a primary school. that's why we were so tall.but they didn't believe us.
so we had to pay dunno how much larh. the first ride we sat on was the merry go round
i wanted the humping horse but then we didn't get it. i shoved the horses tail up its own ass.
i think it felt good.then we went for the ship. the girls chickened out.so they sat at the side
and watched. we were singing up there and waving our hands. wheeee.

after the ship then we sat for the spinning chair. when it came to our turn there weren't any
spaces for zian and mae. so they had to wait. then when it came to their turn, it started to rain.
awww. so sad. so we went aside. when it stopped raining i think we went for cyclone.
cyclone was kinda boring. so we went for the chair again. this time the girls managed to go
wheee. i felt like superman. dang's already superdang. he's the best.

then we went corkscrew i think. damn syok. i wanna go again but it's like so long que
it's like spinning round and round. super fun. then we rode the space shot. it's scary when you go up
more than coming down.

i've got a dota addiction right now.
im gonna play.

I will be back

>(

2007-10-17T22:50:00.001+08:00

IM PISSED >(
PISSED
PISSED
PISSED
REALLY PISSED
>(

ALL YOUR FAULT BITCH.

2007-10-17T22:50:00.000+08:00

IM PISSED >(
PISSED
PISSED
PISSED
REALLY PISSED
>(

ALL YOUR FAULT BITCH.

kata tak nak emo

2007-10-11T01:01:00.000+08:00

imagine waking up. everything totally different.
your always cheerful friend going who always goes around cheering you up, one day has a frown on his face.
now it's your turn to cheer him up.
ironic wouldn't it be?
all this time. he's been cheering you up. now your feeling so useless. unable to help him after all the stuff he did for you,
while you were always thinking you had it so bad, you totally forgot about the people who comfort you,
if you think your pitiful, what about your friends who had to put up with yourself everyday,
they feel deppressed for a day and we already start whining.

.
let me ask you now.if you were one of them save the others time by not thinking your deppresed.
Thinking can lead to feeling, feeling will lead to being.

stop it.

say no to emo

listen closely read through and listen to instructions

2007-10-10T00:53:00.000+08:00

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NOW I ASK YOU....
WHY THE HELL ARE YOU READING THIS AND WASTING YOUR TIME?

50th post

2007-10-09T21:39:00.000+08:00

50th post.50th year of merdeka. 50 more friends. 2007, a memorable year.one to last .
the years accomplishments are wide.
i thought the year would be boring at the start. oh how i was wrong.coming to school on the first day like a total blur, i stumbled at the pavillion.looking around for anybody i knew. i noticed joey over there with his school bag. i scurried in line to wait next with him.
i was thinking. Damn, 1 cengal was gonna be so boring, damn was i so wrong.
going into class i saw wan jyn, then i thought it wouldn't be so boring.
after a month, there. we had the noisiest class in the whole of form1
with me liang dang jyn jer wink. we were easily the noisiest class around.
in the year we would have our daily routine. like..me and jeremy woould make dang steam the whole time.
bullying kai liang was always done by the biggest guy, wing keong.
you see.. liang was always fun to bully because he never fights back.
yawn*.
not just people around my class to siao kia. theres mae from cengal,zian and emily from batai.
craig, jian xiong, jet ming from keruing.
and many other gay dudes from other classes.

in this year. i got involved with activities like, basketball and scouts.
both rocking out loud, in sktm if you asked. who here plays basketball, a few might put up their hands. then when brought out on the field, they play suckishly. all they know are the rules. they don't know anything about playing it. scouts was great. i finally passed my keahlian.
waking up in the middle of the night noticing you got colgated on you face really stings your face.
overall scouts is really fun.
so many friends around me.
this year was my first time to cc. im a bad boy :p
friends are the best.
hanging out with people like.dang liang ju jer jyn wink craig weng kian xiong toh siang zian mae emily dele erica amanda jen wei other random people. makes it so fun getting scolded by teachers are regular routines.
everyday, going to school, and having fun all day long.
like julian here im gonna list out the crap about my friends, since im lazier.this'll be shorter

julian,

the monkey with the mushroom growth on his head. jkjk.he's actually the monkey with the extra height. the basketball monkey. the crazy funny dude with a smirk on his face when he knows your so dead. the athlete monkey. beware of this dude. he's got an acoustic and he's not afraid to use it.

liang,

my crazy 24/7 smiley dude. the 'HOLY ONE' with the crazy holiness. this dude is the nicest guy you can get. this dude has an ehffing bass in his hands.he's the pretty boy the liang liang leng zhai. his smile is hipnotic.
he is CRAZY.

dang,

the skinny dude with the nice nike shoes he wears. the hahahahaha get it get it? is his classic move when making a lame joke.yet, you guys will laugh your balls saggy.he's a pretty boy too cept with specs.
the fast crazy dude. he goes around like...WHOA JESSICA ALBA IS SO EHFFING HOT!!.

wan jyn,

the REALLY skinny dude who hasn't cracked his voice yet.this dude is the skinny guy with the football mind.
he's the ehffing smart dude. going around BUT I ONLY GOT 98 FOR MY MATHS.

jeremy

the gay gay gay dude iwth a huge brain. bigger than jyns. he's gay and happy. he rockss.

wing keong

the sick horny dude who has a dirty mind. with non stop, i don't care about you so im gonna punch you behavior. hey he's athletic and handsome. watch out he's coming to neighbourhoods like yours.

mae.

the really skinny girl with an adams apple. beware of her dimples when she smiles. they're deadly and harmful.
she's a flatto. only form1 in minimytez. watch out.

zian,

the hyperly crazy girl weith extra bitchyness don't get me wrong. her bitchyness will rock your world. making everyday siaokia it's funn.she's also super rich and her house owns.

emily.

the smallest of the gang. a miniature girl, packed with a punch, she's booming with madness and wont stop till she gets it.

i'll continue this next time. im bored

49th

2007-10-09T20:54:00.001+08:00

this is mua's 49th post,
whoa. how long was it since i made my blog.
next post i gonna be special

ajdgbvvbsbai

2007-10-09T20:08:00.000+08:00

i haven't been blogging lately :P
it's been so boring.
crap man. results are coming out. im so dead.

EXAMS ARE OVER!!

2007-10-05T22:37:00.000+08:00

EXAMS ARE OVER!!!!!!!
W000T
after like...2 weeks of hardcore studying the exams are finally over.
BOOM.
the tension is all off.
crap,
now for the results.
gahh who gives a shit.
i made a promise to mae after exams i'll blog more if i get my computer back.
i haven't got it back yet lol.